Life switched

First and foremost good night fellas and Assalamualaikum wahai penduduk bumi.

According to this date, it's been one month one week I stayed and studied here -,- Macam tak percaya pun ada jugak. Ye la, at this moment sepatutnya tengah berehat rehat di rumah memanjakan badan ni after years of struggling for SPM kan. Currently I am alone here in the living room while syafa syasya tengah layan running man. Hahaha sorry I'm not interested in Korea. Except for boys over flower. That's it hihii. Let's talk random stuff. For the past few weeks, I've entered accounting class. Means that dah belajar la debit credit semua tu kan. At first, rasa macam nak give up pun ada sebab time SPM tak ambik Prinsip Akaun pun haha saya budak sains tulen. Entah, I don't feel like taking. Nak pegang duit tu memang teringin la sebab dari maktab lagi three years in a row hold treasurer post. Best gilaaa handling with moneys $$  

I start my account study in english language in which guna UK punya standard. Sebab course kami link dengan UK's course something like that la. In which it was certified kan. At the beginning of the class, rasa sangat bengong dan blur. Then lama lama tu boleh la sikit sikit slow slow. Tanya kawan yang took account. Ye la, college life is completely different from high school. Kalau high school, selagi tak faham, selagi tu cikgu terang. But in college you have to stand on your own feet kot. Kena pandai cari masa untuk study extra if tak faham tu. Rajin rajinlah jumpa lecturers kan. The first week tu class senyap je sebab environment baru kan. Lama lama until today, masing masing dah bergurau senda sana sini mengusik. Dah la my class had the least number of guys and the most number of ladies. Hahaha how cool is that huhh ? Limited sangat lelaki. But eventually perempuan banyak la menghiburkan time class is on 

Okay bye 

Anisah Zakiah :)

Strangers which turn out to be close friends

Assalamualaikum and good night lovers.

MADIHAH BINTI AZMI 

This post is kinda scary aite the title ? Ah, it's about two person whom i was so so close to them for the past couple years. First up let me start with the college top scorer of the year, Madihah binti Azmi. She was incredibly superbly genius ! During lower form, tak penah tegur dia. Not even once. Sebab we've some crisis time form 3. Class crisis -,-" Ala, dulu dulu zaman budak budak lagi. Masing masing tak open-minded sangat. Hahaha. She turned out to be one of my awesome exceptional close friend. I started to be close to her masa second sem form 4 kot. Sebab there's a moment where 406 students need to reshuffle and sumbat sumbat masuk kelas yang sedia ada. She was situated in 402 dengan lin dengan mak cik. Aku selalu jugak lawat kelas sebelah sebab aku 401 sebab nak melawat lin. So, she sat near to lin if i'm not mistaken. Plus, she was in aras satu sekali. Tapi, dia belah sana, aku belah toilet so kureeng sikit la rapat. Tapi, if datang kat Azmirah, she for surely ada punyaa. So, sembang la sekali. So, this year. Rapat sangat sangat. And plus, she was the penolong ketua batch in which she did her responsibilities very very well. At the moment I had crisis with my cubemate dekat aras dua, she showed up and play her role. She and azmirah solved it for me. I was thankful and truly grateful to her and azmirah for helping me out. As I moved to aras satu, my cube was opposite to her's. So, start dari tu la, rapat. Dia pun selalu datang cube sebab nak beli kerepek dekat pina and yeah, wanna buy my kacang. Bussiness cube KN 104 :) Hahahaha. She was my ear piercing partner. I guess, if i tell more about her, one post won't be enough. So far, I'm glad to have such friend like her. One more one more, during SPM, she often sleeps early. By 11.30 dah tido. Haaa, budak pandai weh. And each night she would visit every cube the entire level to wish good luck. Naw, I love you lady ! 

This is her during English Camp in Nov 2012. The EMCs had to handle.

HANNANI BINTI MUHAMMAD KAMAL

Okay, let's start. This time, it's about nani. Yeah, i called her nani je. Well, she kinda brutal but who cares, people loves her. Hati dia lembut woo. One thing I know about her which she is totally different from others. Start kenal dia deeply masa form 4 sebab dia satu cube dengan azmirah. She's one type taw. Which is good. Where she uses her phone completely. I mean with her express phone tu la dia download macam macam. Nak latest lagu ambik kat dia ja without downloading from websites. Plus,answer schemes she would also download. She had a very loud voice, which semua orang dah biasa and immune dengan tu. Hahahaha. I don't know what to describe her. Dia kan, she's talented taw. She can write in tulisan berangkai. Masa kelas math mode dengan dia best weh ! Aku nina dengan dia boleh lagi makan kerepek bila semua orang serious buat latihan. And yeah, bukan sekali kami buat,banyak kali kot. Hahahaha. And yeah,she would most probably tinggal soalan earth. And she said this "Ish, tak ngethi ahh! " "Malaihh ahh". Hahaha :) She was a bright student. And sangat rajin study when exam coming. Dia suka perkenalkan laki laki handsome kat kami. Aiman Rahman pun kenal dari dia. Ingat lagi kami ada plan nak buat parody lagu Beauty and the beat dengan What the fox say tapi. Tak jadi sebab beberapa alasan. Malam tu memang masing masing dah nekad dah nak buat, tapi ada halangan. She loves to pinch people ! Hahahaha. Azmirah selalu jadi mangsa dia. She's a good listener. It's difficult to find someone like her. She is totally a very good friend. And yeah, thanks a lot to her. She helped me in solving the 'unknown' number. Ingat tak ? Yang kat surau tu. If nani tak dak, sampai bila pun tak taw whose phone humber yang hantar threatened message. Nani, masehhhhh :* I love you darling.

Obviously, this picture was captured during add math class. 

p/s : Sorry you both, ambik gambar sesuaka hati ! 

xoxo,

Anisah Zakiah 

It's called LIFE

PART 1 

Assalamualaikum and good morning pals ! 

I guess you guys must be bored reading my posts. So, if that came across your mind, then just click the 'X' button get out of here. I don't give a damn people. This blog is for someone who knows who I am and to feed all the stalkers out there. Hahahaha :) If you hate me, go ahead. Who cares ? I'm still alive here. Alhamdulillah :) Well, this time I shall write still about my high school which was MRSM KEPALA BATAS. I just don't know why I love talking about it. It gave me many memories and lessons. Okay, the teachers were incredibly awesome you know. What I was trying to say is that, they are double dedicated than you've ever thought. My homeroom advisor in secondary level , Puan Azah was superbly amazing and superb. Every meeting we did, before we start anything, she would most probably came out with ceramah agama. In which it was good for a teenager like us at this age who doesn't even know the world. Yet. She told some stories about Prophet Muhammad , sahabat sahabat and her past students who excel with flying colours just to motivate her sons and daughters. One more thing, she always reminds us especially her Duralumians to correct our niat in study. Maksudnya, dia selalu cakap yang kita ni nak belajar actually motive dia adalah untuk mencari berkat Allah. That's the main motive. Well, that one more or less had realised me that gaining knowledge for the past 2 years not only to get great results in SPM plus to gain HIS blessings. Masa ambang ambang akhir nak SPM, she was already 9 months of pregnancy and yeah she still there to teach us. We can see her face was totally pale man. I just love her. SO MUCH :) It was despair to not meet her again. With her hilarious dialogues which she was so so worried if we made some sort of blurry faces while she explained in front of the class. "Hampa paham dak ni?" "Aku risau le dengan budak budak ni"  

That's her holding her first daughter, Insyirah with our last Chemistry class before Chemistry paper. She was 9 months of pregnancy already and yet she still teaches us. 

Next up, our only caunselor, Puan Haslina. She was totally 100% a truly dedicated teacher. Seriously, the 3rd batch grew up with her. She hold us since form 1. I was kind of close to her. Rapat dengan dia start form 5 sebab kena often meet her about Folio Kerjaya and what so ever. Kadang kadang me and my supaasss suka saja saja datang bilik kaunseling especially during usrah just to escape from usrah. We had crap conversations with her. Discuss this and that. Our future and courses that we should and shouldn't take. One thing that amazed me a lot about Puan Haslina is that she was once said to mak cik like this " Saya rasa antara batch form 5 yang paling saya rapat adalah batch kamu " Lebih kurang macam tu lah. I don;t remember the exact sentence. Okay, itu saya bangga. Nawww :) She even remembered my carrier which was to be a dietary manager. Hahahaha :) I sometimes followed mak cik to meet her. Mak cik cakap cikgu Haslina ni sebenarnya sangat sangat baik. Her attitudes was differ with cikgu jo. But both are great ! About a few times jugak la went to her room to tell my problems. She manage to solve it , yeah perfectly ! And the cake that the form 5 students received on the chemistry paper day, it was her actually. Mak cik asked me to keep it as a secret. Because she said that lah. She felt closed to us. Thank you cikgu. Every time we bumped into her, we would most probably greet her and waved hands to her sampai lambat masuk pg sebab sembang dengan dia. Cikgu ni dia suka merungut macam kids. Hahaha :) She complaint to us about what had happened to her when she became the penolong ketua pengawas for SPM. Hahahaha :) Rindunyaaa dengan cikgu 

Here's Puan Haslina and us. During break :) Heeee. Padahal, that time dah totally late for our pg class. 

Well, I guess this is it.There's so much more teachers that I would love to post about but.I guess next time. Part 2 :) 

xoxo,

Anisah Zakiah 

Lessons learnt

Assalamualaikum and good night people ! 

Hmm, this time I shall write something that touches the hearts to those who just ended their high school zaman. To be more precise, bebudak lepasan SPM la kan. The moment where I am afraid to face.Certain of my friends just can't wait to end high school moments. But to me, I don't wanna end it. Banyak sebab kenapa I don't wanna end it. Well, high school taught me many stuffs. Erti persahabatan and yeah the way to respect the elderly. Plus, to manage our hygiene and manage time very well. Aku duduk dekat asrama ni for five years and ample stuffs I got to learnt. Contohnya, I got to know how to treasure friends truly. Ye la, duduk dekat asrama ni, 24/7 dengan kawan kawan. Pagi pagi bangun nampak kawan. Pegi kelas pun kawan kawan keliling. PG classes with friends and yeah, during prep pun surrounded with peers. So, hidup mati semua dengan kawan. To me, friends are the second after our family. We shared our thoughts and feelings with them. Ye la, duduk asrama family wasn't around us to tell our problems kan. Instead of calling parents, we can express to our friends. Jangan nak be selective sangat dalam memilih kawan. Kawan, humans kan ? So, there's good and bad about him or her kan. We just have to accept them of who they are. Friendship is about having wonderful moments with our friends and sticking to them no matter what you do or what goes on. Everyday I stick up with my friends and it was a wonderful feeling sharing thoughts and gossiping with them.Okay, back to the topic. 

After all, since I was in form 1 kan, there are seuniors who were damn truly and deeply caring towards us, the form 1 sisters and brothers. Batch pojan. Seriously, they were so concerned towards us. There's one night, ketua aras ground, she came to my cube and taught us how to stretch the cadar properly. Even my batch punya BKA never did like that. Just to say here, they took a very good care of us. And even when I was sick, she came and wipe my body. Usually, seuniors kan famous dengan bully and bla bla bla kan. But, their batch, NOPE. Never. Conversely, they cherish and treasure us. Hehehehe. I guess their batch was the best senior ever. Kak Aina bwp selalu lepak cube kami sambil manghabiskan my kacang. Hahahaha. Her first motive visiting our cube was to find for nokia charger. 

xoxo,

Anisah Zakiah :) 

Biology.

Assalamualaikum earthlings !

Well, it's been a while since i opened this dusty blog. I was quite busy with my SPM stuffs for about 4 pathetic weeks. Struggling with the sixth batch mates just to make our school proud of us. To bring up MRSM Kepala Batas name to the top of the world ! Hihihi. InsyaAllah. On the last paper day, Biology. It was quite tough the paper. For me lah, I ain't that interesting in biology stuffs. Memorizing and what so ever. So far, it was moderate. On the third paper, I couldn't stop smiling as a few minutes for the paper to end. Yeah, although i was shocked with planning experiment ! Maaannnn, thanks a lot to pina. She informed that masuk yang movement of substances across bla bla. Seriously, i don't even touch that topic. Not at all. As the head prefect called out some names to open the quest packages, we discussed at the back :) Heeee. At least, I had the idea on how to goreng the procedures. Goshhh. Time tu bersyukur sangat sangat dekat pina :)  After dah siap my biology paper 3, I started wondering. Looked at the ceiling and the lights dekat dewan perdana tu, nak nangis sorang sorang. Wondering when shall I sit like this again ? Pejam celik pejam celik, dah 5 tahun duduk kat sini. Assembly, homeroom meeting, activity week and so much more in this hall. Tonnes of memories I had with just in this hall. Hmm :,(

xoxo,

Anisah Zakiah 

Can't define into words.

Well assalamualaikum and a very good evening. I guess.

Currently, I am enjoying each and every seconds of my ramadhan month in le house. Heee :) Frankly, it wasn't balik bermalam week pun. Lagipun ramai form 5 yang balik today :) Right after school hours ended, we tatata. Tapi, balik maktab balik esoklahh. Sajaa nak enjoy. In fact, we just finished our pre-trial examinations for like three miserable weeks ! Just imagine people. On the month of ramadhan with the exams. It was berkat but yeahhh. Penat kan ? Paper sampai petang. Memang mencabar iman sungguh ! Mana taknya, after second paper around 1 macam tuu. Then balik cube rehat rehat sat, solat and rest for a sec. Then, kena turun dewan balik -,-" Penat weh penat.

It was such a lethargic week. The first week was quite light the subjects. Sejarah, ADD MATHS ! agama islam, bm and chemistry practical kot. Tak silap. OMG. Add Math seriously mental abusing kot. As I looked at the questions, I was like @#$%^^. What the hell maann ? As if I've never entered add math classes before. Seriously. Susah sangat. It's kinda tricky la sebab Cikgu Nora buat. Even silly mistakes pun boleh salah. Anisah anisah -,-" That day I felt totally despair ! Baru ingat nak try target add math 60 and above kan. Hmm, that particular time I just worship to God and hope for the best. I've worked hard for it and let us just leave to God. He knows everything which is good and which is not. Doa doa lahh tak failkan that time. Dah la pre-trial. Other subjects were okay and mundane only. Not that really disaster as ADD MATHS. 

Hm, malaslah nak express how I really felt about my exams went. Sometimes, it made me feel like how stupid I am. Dah dah :) What is past is already past. Tawakal je dekat Allah dan banyak banyak berdoa. We finished our pre-trial yesterday. Last paper was Modern Mathematics. The questions weren't that tough but hell yeahh banyak salah jugak kot after re-check with my friends. Entahlahh. Kadang kadang tu kita ingat kita dah jawab betul dah, tengok tengok salah rupanyaaaa. Kecewaaaaaaa. Baik tak payah check :) Easy as that. Eh no. Khamis last paper. Hari ni sekolah ganti for raya haji nanti. Awal kan kami ? Well. If not jumaat ni dah balik dah. But it seems that budak budak yang jauh kena tunggu ticket so we had to wait for them. Nak kasi fair la kononnya. Most of the SBPs and MRSMs dah enjoy their raya dah. I mean like they most probably by this time tengah shopping baju baju raya kan ? Untunglahhh. Unfortunately, depa pun kena ganti sekolah nanti kan ? We all don't need. As the consequence, we shall be back home on this tuesday. Lambat kan ? Sangat lambat wehhh.

I guess that is all for now. Before that , I came across this saying, 

" Examinations are formidable even to the best prepared, for the greatest fool may ask more than the wisest man can answer " 

Till then, toodles ! 

xoxo,
Anisahh :) 

Love sees with heart.

Well well. Hey hey earthlings :) Assalamualaikum and a very good morning !

Ahahaha. Macam nak kasi speech la pulak kan :) Hmm, kali ni nak post pasal cintan cintun sikit ;p Heee. Entah, suddenly thought of writing a post about LOVE. Ahhhh. Semua mesti gumbiraa kan ? Well, love is something one of the most powerful thing in this world ? Betul eh ? I'm not sure. But, logically maybe la kot. But I think it is not that really powerful unless that particular person knows how to appreciate it kan ? Love is sometimes a happiness and sometimes it may turn out upside down. Betul kan ? It might be one of your worst nightmare ever ! Serious tak tipu. Try to ask those girls la especially la kan, yang heart broken tu, what  would their feedback against love ? Some may say " Ahh, tak kenal dia pun lagi bagus ! ", " Ishh, stop talking about him  boleh ?" and bla bla. Lumrah alam. Girls fall in love with guys and guys fall in love with girls. Based on my experience la kan , hmm. Tak salah kita bercinta. But , yeah there's still but. Hmm, nevermind. Nothing :) Tak payah tahu.

Teenagers nowadays common la if they want to couple or what so ever. Lantak la kan ? But, in my point of view kan, sometimes when we fall in love to someone, it might turn out frustrating. Serious talk. There's a friend of mine la kan, dia ni jenis yang easily fall in love with people. I mean bukanlah senang nak bercintun, it means that she got easily to like for guys. Pantang nampak lelaki humble je, mesti kata, "eh, he seems to be very nice laa and bla bla bla la kan" Alaa, perempuan mana tak suka tengok lelaki yang humble kan ? Mannn, it's one in a million taw tak sekarang ni nak cari lelaki yang humble plus handsome la kan. Hahaha :D

Memang susah laa. Once we found it, berebut rebut perempuan nak nak. Okay, back to the story of the friend of mine, okay. This guy that she fell for, end up suka dekat perempuan lain. And it was like $%^&*( la kan hati dia. Mana tak sedihnyaaa, punya la dia suka mamat ni, tapi mamat ni suka perempuan lain. See ? Sometimes, it hurts a LOT. People just can't see the reality. They just see with their eyes. They don't have the skill in judging people. You guys know what I'm saying right now ? 

I came across this article for the past two days , The Power Of Love

" It is also true that the less love you have, the more depression you are likely to experience in your life. Love is probably the best antidepressant there is because one of the most common sources of depression is feeling unloved. Most depressed people don't love themselves and they do not feel loved by others. They also are very self-focused, making them less attractive to others and depriving them of opportunities to learn the skills of love. "

This was posted by a psychologist , Ellen McGraith.

As for me, as the grown-up teenager, not that really grown up la kan, hmm. It's a lie la if I don't have the intention of having a boyfriend kan. But, sometimes when I thought of it back, I might afraid I shall turn out broken heart. I just don't like it that way. I was once have the intention when I was in primary school. If I had my first boyfriend, I'll make sure it was serious and no playing around. Hahaha :) Immature thinking* Impossible la kan first love would last forever. But. It might be possible if both pandai jaga relationship tu properly. Who knows ? Ada ja married couple yang since primary school. Bahagia sampai dapat anak :D Heeeee* Sometimes, if we appreciate the love tu kan, we can feel the happiness. You can't have a relationship without any fights, but you can make the relationship worth the fight. Well said perhaps. 

" Love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again "

All in all, there's is something that I learnt. Being single is way way better than being lied to, cheated on and disrespected. Everything in life is temporary. So if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry. It can't last forever either.

Lots of love , 

Anisah Zakiah :)