Part 1
Assalamualaikum and hey hello. appparently, now it's 1.26am and it's been 2 years since i last write. I am all alone down here and ibu's asleep already. Labu is sleeping in front me here. Perhaps something unbearable happened currently with my life huhu. and that is why i tend to write. 2016 has been a great year to me. Alhamdulilah for all the great things. Tipu la kalau kata semua manis manis je yang happened but nah, bad thing did happened though. Well, i start my year w acca course, which i just registered on january after 6 months break from my foundation. Yep, bad decision huh? Trust me, i am more than feeling regret. Why regret? I'll share later. So, practically i'm having my semester 1 break. Cuti more than a month, which is something to be proud of sebab tak pernah pernah kptm nak bagi cuti sem sampai sebulan.
I guess i just write anything that just pops out from my mind okay? So, agak rojak and random. Cause nah, i am not JK ROWLING OR JENNY HAN OR ELLEN DEGENERES oooo my icon my inspiritional or what so ever. This semester i took F5 and F4 paper, where f5 stands for performance management and f4 stands for corp business law. LAW PEOPLE LAW! Truth be told, both papers were kinda frustrating. But, the worst was f5 paper :( I just dont know how to start with f5. How to describe how pathetic the paper was. I guess it was my fault jugak sebab sempat lagi few weeks before exam pi tengok DOTS. Hahaha bodoh kan? It was on fasting month so i barely have the energy ceh hahaha. f5 was the first paper. I dont know why but my section b which was subjective section were fucking horrible subhanaallah. I just dont know what i answered. Soalan dia ada je yang pernah buat kat kelas, but dang! I felt blank. Entirely :( Mungkin ada buat banyak dosa hari hari sebelumnya because somethng did happened the night before.
For now, i just pray everything will be fine and Anisah will pass both papers with just first attempt. Amin. f4 was okay. Way way better than f5 but i wouldnt want to comment much sebab nauzubillah takut it would turn out contrary.
Anisah Zahir.
Friday, June 24, 2016
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Such a year (Part 2)
Assalamualaikum and greetings owls !
My second post will be about my friends yes friends. Second important people after families. The ones we seek for advices and shoulders to cry on.
2014 will be my very first year without life being conquered by wardens and rules and scheduled meals. And so-called roll calls. And yes tak payah nak handle SEEDS ! Hahaha that was heaven tho. An unrealiable emc i was.
In college, i met new friends. At first sedih lah tak dapat satu kelas dengan syafa syasya. Hahaha yes i just can't be apart from them. Ye la they are the one who knew me for who i am. That's one thing. Even mentor pun lain lain. The first time i knew i was in different room with them, dah nangis dah. Then pujuk punya pujuk syasya stay together w me in my room sebab my room ada satu katil kosong. Alhamdulillah cik ros baik kasilah dia pindah my house. First class in college was a little awkward. Mana taknya semua kawan baru baru tak penah kenal langsung. Duduk dengan ika je la. Alhamdulillah she was one of my MRSM mates :) There's one thing that i was proud of. Semua course mate budak mrsm. Alhamdulillah feeling feeling macam dok maktab la kan. Me and ika both of us totally tak ada basics kan. So memang ya allah. Nak nangis la sebab rasa bodoh gila dalam kelas tu. Dengan otak kosong semua. Days by days, i met new friends nabilah izzah semua tu. We became close. And nabilah personally became my private tutor. Rasa syukur gila sebab yeah most of my classmates were acc students. That helps a lot.
Let me now talk about friends. There are friends which we can rely on. There are friends which we can bully. There are friends which we can express our problems and there are friends which accept your flaws when certain people hate it. And most importantly friends which accept you for who you are. To me, friends are the ones who shall make time for you even they have some other important things to do. Just to comfort you, to lessen your burden and whatever. No matter how much your life goes sucks, your friends would make you laugh somehow. Trust me, this happens. All times i tell you. So far, i'm satisfied with my friend. Friends from primary school, from high school and college. I do still contact my convent friends. They were doing fine. Some were extremely successful. One thing that I am really sure. I do get jealous w their english. They've been talking writing english very very well. They even wrote the drama script by themselves. According to ibu, they even prepared the choral speaking dialog by themselves. Damn they're awesome freaks ! Some kind of brainiacs i presume. We do have difficulties in meeting up.
High schools, i must say. One of the greatest things happened so far. 2014 taught me no matter how terrible you've gone fight w your friends, in the end, you shall seek to that particular person again. No matter how bad she treated you, but in the end, there's certain angle of her you might be hm macam mana nak kata ha. Hm paham paham lah. Ye la, when you're in college pastu perantau pulak kan, memang way way far from parents, bila sakit, siapa yang kita nak mintak tolong. Kawan jugak kan ? Ha so. Don't just stick to one friend. Kawan la semua orang. Tak kisah la dia cantik buruk pendek gemuk ke apa. Kawan je la. If she chose to not be friending with you, then it's her problem. Snobbish sangat pehal pulak kan. Kawan tu biar seribu. In the end, bila sakit. Kalau nak mintak tolong insyaallah senang. Kadang kadang tu ye lah, dia buat perangai tapi alah manusia. They just can/t run away from mistakes. Friends help you become who you should be. Kan ?
All in all, friends can sometimes turn out to be your freaking little god giving advices and sometimes would be your enemies fighting over small random things.
My second post will be about my friends yes friends. Second important people after families. The ones we seek for advices and shoulders to cry on.
2014 will be my very first year without life being conquered by wardens and rules and scheduled meals. And so-called roll calls. And yes tak payah nak handle SEEDS ! Hahaha that was heaven tho. An unrealiable emc i was.
In college, i met new friends. At first sedih lah tak dapat satu kelas dengan syafa syasya. Hahaha yes i just can't be apart from them. Ye la they are the one who knew me for who i am. That's one thing. Even mentor pun lain lain. The first time i knew i was in different room with them, dah nangis dah. Then pujuk punya pujuk syasya stay together w me in my room sebab my room ada satu katil kosong. Alhamdulillah cik ros baik kasilah dia pindah my house. First class in college was a little awkward. Mana taknya semua kawan baru baru tak penah kenal langsung. Duduk dengan ika je la. Alhamdulillah she was one of my MRSM mates :) There's one thing that i was proud of. Semua course mate budak mrsm. Alhamdulillah feeling feeling macam dok maktab la kan. Me and ika both of us totally tak ada basics kan. So memang ya allah. Nak nangis la sebab rasa bodoh gila dalam kelas tu. Dengan otak kosong semua. Days by days, i met new friends nabilah izzah semua tu. We became close. And nabilah personally became my private tutor. Rasa syukur gila sebab yeah most of my classmates were acc students. That helps a lot.
Let me now talk about friends. There are friends which we can rely on. There are friends which we can bully. There are friends which we can express our problems and there are friends which accept your flaws when certain people hate it. And most importantly friends which accept you for who you are. To me, friends are the ones who shall make time for you even they have some other important things to do. Just to comfort you, to lessen your burden and whatever. No matter how much your life goes sucks, your friends would make you laugh somehow. Trust me, this happens. All times i tell you. So far, i'm satisfied with my friend. Friends from primary school, from high school and college. I do still contact my convent friends. They were doing fine. Some were extremely successful. One thing that I am really sure. I do get jealous w their english. They've been talking writing english very very well. They even wrote the drama script by themselves. According to ibu, they even prepared the choral speaking dialog by themselves. Damn they're awesome freaks ! Some kind of brainiacs i presume. We do have difficulties in meeting up.
High schools, i must say. One of the greatest things happened so far. 2014 taught me no matter how terrible you've gone fight w your friends, in the end, you shall seek to that particular person again. No matter how bad she treated you, but in the end, there's certain angle of her you might be hm macam mana nak kata ha. Hm paham paham lah. Ye la, when you're in college pastu perantau pulak kan, memang way way far from parents, bila sakit, siapa yang kita nak mintak tolong. Kawan jugak kan ? Ha so. Don't just stick to one friend. Kawan la semua orang. Tak kisah la dia cantik buruk pendek gemuk ke apa. Kawan je la. If she chose to not be friending with you, then it's her problem. Snobbish sangat pehal pulak kan. Kawan tu biar seribu. In the end, bila sakit. Kalau nak mintak tolong insyaallah senang. Kadang kadang tu ye lah, dia buat perangai tapi alah manusia. They just can/t run away from mistakes. Friends help you become who you should be. Kan ?
All in all, friends can sometimes turn out to be your freaking little god giving advices and sometimes would be your enemies fighting over small random things.
Such a year
Assalamualaikum and good morning people.
Well, it's been a long long time since i last post. I've been miserably handling my one tough year tho. Today i shall write one special post on what really exactly happened in 2014. My sweet and bitterness and everything perhaps. What tickles my heart and saddens me. Insyaallah.
Bismillahirahmanirahim.
First year in college.
Earlier this year, i was offered by MARA to continue my studies in KPTM KL. Well, truthfully i've never been there and never heard of it. Although i've applied for it. Orang bengong lagu ni la. Pakai apply ja mana suka mana sedap mana yang further pi overseas. Tak pikiaq susah senang mahal semua. Overall, i've been doing that CAT-ACCA course which practically professional accounting course in which i am totally zero in accounting. Sumpah spm aku budak bio. Pure science. This course is totally differ from other course in which we've been familiar with carry marks and so on kan. But this course I TELL YOU. HARDER THAN WHAT YOU'VE EXPECTED PEOPLE. You don't even think of having carry marks. Not a single percent of carry marks. Totally on final papers. Ha untuk dapat dean lists you have to perform extremely well in your finals. Dah malas nak terang pasal course ni. All i want to say, my first semester was not going that really well. As i hope of course. I at least expected to get an average of 70 %. At least la kan. For a person who has zero knowledge in accounting. Tapi apakan daya. I failed to reach that tho. But nevermind i believe in Allah. He might give something else in other way w different methods of course instead of good results, who knows kan.
End of first semester.
Well on my second semester. I was quite thrilled sebab finally i have housemates ! Hahaha that complete 9 members. Time sem satu duduk sekali dengan senior. So it was kind of controlled la kan. Tak bebas nak buat itu ini. As the seniors went home for semester break. There they were me and syasya je. All alone for couple of months jugak. Second semester was quite good. Ended up to have roomate w syafa and syasya. Well haha we've been friends since form 1 so ha tak payah cakap la. Tak payah nak risau sangat la. Memang satu geng kami tiga. Lagi lima orang ada dekat palam, kuantan cyberjaya, kolej mara kulim. We often contact each other. Subjects were getting tougher. And memang i was terrified tho. My first impression was to at least have skills and score in my FAB paper which stands for accountant in business. Sebab apa ? Sebab it has nothing to do accounting concept. I mean like little je. Not much. It needs complete and deep understanding and most of all in need of profuse comprehension in english. Sebabnya the textbook uses UK language which you have to refer dictionary as you read each line of the text. For me la. Damn sometimes tu you don;t even know the existence of the words. On the positive side yes you would absolutely learn new vocabs kan but hm. Alhamdulillah the lecturer gave her notes instead of reading every lines in the textbook. Tapi exercises dia pergh tok sah habaq la memang payah nak mati la jugak nak paham apa dia nak. Kekadang tu kita rasa dia nak yang negative. But the exact one was in need of positive one. Lagu mana tu nak jawab ? Jawapan dah la sipi sipi ja. But in the end, chapter by chapter, i do understand what the lect explains. But when it comes to exercises fuck. Tak tahu apa. Ya know how that felt aite ? Penah la dapat paing rendah for my quiz haha. Damn that time rasa demotivate sangat. I don't wanna talk about my results here. MA2 was okay. Almost there. FAB almost there. FFA ! I TELL YOU FFA. You spoil everything. I was almost there hmmmmm. May god bless me in abundance in future. Ibu was quite sad w my marks. Although i just told her my MA2 result. Yang lain tu hm jawab okay je la. I was hoping to cry to someone. But nevermind. No one would probably understand. Maybe i have to work a little harder and a little earlier that in should. Then i would have ample time to answer my paper. I believe every marks that i've obtained is what i deserve so far. There's a saying says "Success people do what unsuccessful people don't" So let us all do what success people do. Bukan meniru but at least take them as role model. Look they way they study and try to practice. If it doesn't suits you then try other way. There's possibly many ways. Well certain people work really hard staying up all night but in the end, the marks was not worth they've worked for. This kind of people Allah pays their hard works in different form. Or or maybe it's not the time yet and Allah insists you to work harder and harder sebab Alllah sayang orang yang berusaha ni. Menuntut ilmu adalah satu kewajipan kan ? Insyallah.
End of semester 2.
Well, it's been a long long time since i last post. I've been miserably handling my one tough year tho. Today i shall write one special post on what really exactly happened in 2014. My sweet and bitterness and everything perhaps. What tickles my heart and saddens me. Insyaallah.
Bismillahirahmanirahim.
First year in college.
Earlier this year, i was offered by MARA to continue my studies in KPTM KL. Well, truthfully i've never been there and never heard of it. Although i've applied for it. Orang bengong lagu ni la. Pakai apply ja mana suka mana sedap mana yang further pi overseas. Tak pikiaq susah senang mahal semua. Overall, i've been doing that CAT-ACCA course which practically professional accounting course in which i am totally zero in accounting. Sumpah spm aku budak bio. Pure science. This course is totally differ from other course in which we've been familiar with carry marks and so on kan. But this course I TELL YOU. HARDER THAN WHAT YOU'VE EXPECTED PEOPLE. You don't even think of having carry marks. Not a single percent of carry marks. Totally on final papers. Ha untuk dapat dean lists you have to perform extremely well in your finals. Dah malas nak terang pasal course ni. All i want to say, my first semester was not going that really well. As i hope of course. I at least expected to get an average of 70 %. At least la kan. For a person who has zero knowledge in accounting. Tapi apakan daya. I failed to reach that tho. But nevermind i believe in Allah. He might give something else in other way w different methods of course instead of good results, who knows kan.
End of first semester.
Well on my second semester. I was quite thrilled sebab finally i have housemates ! Hahaha that complete 9 members. Time sem satu duduk sekali dengan senior. So it was kind of controlled la kan. Tak bebas nak buat itu ini. As the seniors went home for semester break. There they were me and syasya je. All alone for couple of months jugak. Second semester was quite good. Ended up to have roomate w syafa and syasya. Well haha we've been friends since form 1 so ha tak payah cakap la. Tak payah nak risau sangat la. Memang satu geng kami tiga. Lagi lima orang ada dekat palam, kuantan cyberjaya, kolej mara kulim. We often contact each other. Subjects were getting tougher. And memang i was terrified tho. My first impression was to at least have skills and score in my FAB paper which stands for accountant in business. Sebab apa ? Sebab it has nothing to do accounting concept. I mean like little je. Not much. It needs complete and deep understanding and most of all in need of profuse comprehension in english. Sebabnya the textbook uses UK language which you have to refer dictionary as you read each line of the text. For me la. Damn sometimes tu you don;t even know the existence of the words. On the positive side yes you would absolutely learn new vocabs kan but hm. Alhamdulillah the lecturer gave her notes instead of reading every lines in the textbook. Tapi exercises dia pergh tok sah habaq la memang payah nak mati la jugak nak paham apa dia nak. Kekadang tu kita rasa dia nak yang negative. But the exact one was in need of positive one. Lagu mana tu nak jawab ? Jawapan dah la sipi sipi ja. But in the end, chapter by chapter, i do understand what the lect explains. But when it comes to exercises fuck. Tak tahu apa. Ya know how that felt aite ? Penah la dapat paing rendah for my quiz haha. Damn that time rasa demotivate sangat. I don't wanna talk about my results here. MA2 was okay. Almost there. FAB almost there. FFA ! I TELL YOU FFA. You spoil everything. I was almost there hmmmmm. May god bless me in abundance in future. Ibu was quite sad w my marks. Although i just told her my MA2 result. Yang lain tu hm jawab okay je la. I was hoping to cry to someone. But nevermind. No one would probably understand. Maybe i have to work a little harder and a little earlier that in should. Then i would have ample time to answer my paper. I believe every marks that i've obtained is what i deserve so far. There's a saying says "Success people do what unsuccessful people don't" So let us all do what success people do. Bukan meniru but at least take them as role model. Look they way they study and try to practice. If it doesn't suits you then try other way. There's possibly many ways. Well certain people work really hard staying up all night but in the end, the marks was not worth they've worked for. This kind of people Allah pays their hard works in different form. Or or maybe it's not the time yet and Allah insists you to work harder and harder sebab Alllah sayang orang yang berusaha ni. Menuntut ilmu adalah satu kewajipan kan ? Insyallah.
End of semester 2.
Thursday, October 16, 2014
Miserable tough week
Well salam magrib 🌸
Currently i just performed my shalat and here laying down on the bed wathing A Cinderella Story for like thousand of times.
Monday, October 13, 2014
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
Farewell partner
Assalamualaikum and good morning people people.
I just don't know what brought me here. To write something in my blog after such a long long moment of not writing one. So one of the reason i write because my bestfriend namely azmirah is moving. Yeah shifting to another university. Instead of um she shifted to somewhere in kulim and yeah so near to her place ! That makes me so envy. But that's okay. She's registered in sains hayat kot asasi in um for one year while waiting for jpa's result. She finally make it so a big applause to her.
Okay let me just talk a bit about her. I started to be close to her bila nak dekat dekat akhir sem 2 form 1. At first, when she first entered my class. I was like belagak gila muka dia sebab she's one type yang rare gila nak senyum ! Sangat susah and suka marah budak sebelah dia, Dayah. Yes one of my closest friends till now. In UIA. Okay forget about that. Azmirah is someone who is really good in science subjects. No doubt man. Just ask her any random chemistry questions and she confidently answers your quest. Tipulah kan kalau sepanjang persahabatan kami ni tak penah terasa hati or gaduh gaduh. Well, it's not friendship if there's no ups and downs. I mean like quarrels and heart feelings. Secret here and there and bla bla. Well as a teen kami at least berjaya la jugak curb this small matters. There's one day where I fall sick terribly and couldn't even walk. Coincidentally there's a small arabic quiz made by ustad shahidan yeah that ustad. I skipped and slept in my cube. After the quiz and prep hours ended. Azmirah and lin yeah lin is one of my closest friends till now jugak came and visit and check on me. I wore my baju kurung attire as I thought I have that enough energy to go for that quiz but hell yeah exhausting.
So terselak la sikit my kain baju tu. Till where you don;t have to know darling. It wasn;t her first time seeing me that way. Hahaha she ignored and gave my meds. Okay when it comes to love. I am the type who fall for people easily. So she know that about me. Truly know me *sorry broken english* When i mentioned someone and she probably would say "weh kat u tu banyak lagi" Okay. Dulu time dekat maktab i used to cry yeah reasons ? SHIT BOYS. Yeah dulu tak matured lagi kan lagi pun bodo bodo lagi. Sikit sikit nangis. So when I fall for some guys and something bad happen. Yeah shit things happening. I cry. Bodohkan. So i would absolutely ran to her cube and cry cry cry cry over stupid things.
As we all grow up, she's one of the top students in college and every sem dean's list. Skip that. Knowing she's furthering here in UM is such a great feeling to me. I was so over the moon she's coming here sebab it was damn freaking easy nak meet up cause UM just dekat stesen universiti. And i can just drop by using Kelana Jaya Line to get to her. Sangat sedih. Sumpah la. She used to travels during hols and never forget tp buy me something. She bought me scarf from bandung indon and keychains fro singapore.
So now technology dah semakin maju. Azmirah pun dah pakai iphone senang la FACETIME kan dengan dia. Alhamdulillah we still keep in touch no matter how far and distance keep us apart.
Dearest Azmirah, thanks truly and completely for being such a great listener and even worst my love advisor for around 5 years and i really hope our friendship lasts still Jannah. Amin. Have a good life there in Kulim ala sekentut je weh from your house -,- Hm sangat jealous. Okay thanks for giving me advises to forget that moron from my life. It was such a great honour to have you in my life. You never stop in giving up on me regardless tough times. I still couldn't find your replacement here in kptm. Just not the time yet perhaps. Thus, life must go on jugak kan no matter what. I love you and that's all matters. And yeah she never fails in prohibitting me from drinking nescafe every day. Hihihi
xoxo,
Anisah Zakiah
I just don't know what brought me here. To write something in my blog after such a long long moment of not writing one. So one of the reason i write because my bestfriend namely azmirah is moving. Yeah shifting to another university. Instead of um she shifted to somewhere in kulim and yeah so near to her place ! That makes me so envy. But that's okay. She's registered in sains hayat kot asasi in um for one year while waiting for jpa's result. She finally make it so a big applause to her.
Okay let me just talk a bit about her. I started to be close to her bila nak dekat dekat akhir sem 2 form 1. At first, when she first entered my class. I was like belagak gila muka dia sebab she's one type yang rare gila nak senyum ! Sangat susah and suka marah budak sebelah dia, Dayah. Yes one of my closest friends till now. In UIA. Okay forget about that. Azmirah is someone who is really good in science subjects. No doubt man. Just ask her any random chemistry questions and she confidently answers your quest. Tipulah kan kalau sepanjang persahabatan kami ni tak penah terasa hati or gaduh gaduh. Well, it's not friendship if there's no ups and downs. I mean like quarrels and heart feelings. Secret here and there and bla bla. Well as a teen kami at least berjaya la jugak curb this small matters. There's one day where I fall sick terribly and couldn't even walk. Coincidentally there's a small arabic quiz made by ustad shahidan yeah that ustad. I skipped and slept in my cube. After the quiz and prep hours ended. Azmirah and lin yeah lin is one of my closest friends till now jugak came and visit and check on me. I wore my baju kurung attire as I thought I have that enough energy to go for that quiz but hell yeah exhausting.
So terselak la sikit my kain baju tu. Till where you don;t have to know darling. It wasn;t her first time seeing me that way. Hahaha she ignored and gave my meds. Okay when it comes to love. I am the type who fall for people easily. So she know that about me. Truly know me *sorry broken english* When i mentioned someone and she probably would say "weh kat u tu banyak lagi" Okay. Dulu time dekat maktab i used to cry yeah reasons ? SHIT BOYS. Yeah dulu tak matured lagi kan lagi pun bodo bodo lagi. Sikit sikit nangis. So when I fall for some guys and something bad happen. Yeah shit things happening. I cry. Bodohkan. So i would absolutely ran to her cube and cry cry cry cry over stupid things.
As we all grow up, she's one of the top students in college and every sem dean's list. Skip that. Knowing she's furthering here in UM is such a great feeling to me. I was so over the moon she's coming here sebab it was damn freaking easy nak meet up cause UM just dekat stesen universiti. And i can just drop by using Kelana Jaya Line to get to her. Sangat sedih. Sumpah la. She used to travels during hols and never forget tp buy me something. She bought me scarf from bandung indon and keychains fro singapore.
So now technology dah semakin maju. Azmirah pun dah pakai iphone senang la FACETIME kan dengan dia. Alhamdulillah we still keep in touch no matter how far and distance keep us apart.
Dearest Azmirah, thanks truly and completely for being such a great listener and even worst my love advisor for around 5 years and i really hope our friendship lasts still Jannah. Amin. Have a good life there in Kulim ala sekentut je weh from your house -,- Hm sangat jealous. Okay thanks for giving me advises to forget that moron from my life. It was such a great honour to have you in my life. You never stop in giving up on me regardless tough times. I still couldn't find your replacement here in kptm. Just not the time yet perhaps. Thus, life must go on jugak kan no matter what. I love you and that's all matters. And yeah she never fails in prohibitting me from drinking nescafe every day. Hihihi
xoxo,
Anisah Zakiah
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Maturity conquers
Assalamualaikum people and all. And good evening !
Basically I am here laying on my so comfy bed haha. Tengah cuti mid term for one miserable ohsem week. Then balik ke KPTM balik -,- Still went back home with Kak Long. Tak pernah lagi naik bus balik Penang. Have that feeling to ride a bus one day. Nevermind leave that behind first. This whole week. Ample activities did with kak long. Hari hari kami keluar. Well, it's been a couple of months since we left Pulau Pinang. On monday tu we went to Sunway kot entah. Jalan jalan konon nak cari seluar. Ye la jeans are not allowed in KPTM for girls. Kang tak pasal pasal kena penalty dengan siapa tah. So, walk and walk. Kak long pun insisted to find herself a sandal. Masuk reject shop seluar tak ada size ha okay whatever. So end up buying in parkson only. Oh before that, we had brunch dekat Nasi Kandar Pelita. Ya allah sedapnyaaaa. Been craving for nasi kandaq like crazy man. Dia punya gravy sangat kaw kaw.
Talking about monday kan. Yeah I had my braces appointment that day. Frankly speaking kan. I was so enthusiastic to choose my brakets colors. Tup tup masuk bilik tu "Hm gigi macam mana ? Doktor bukak okay ? Gigi dah okay dah tu" Ergh. Kalau taw nak bukak I won't be going for my appointment already. Physicall I said yes but mentally NO NEVER. Hm sedih. It's been only 2 years 4 months je pakai. Ain't satisfied you know.
On tuesday not much. Jusco we headed to. Hahaha lagi la. Clearance stock dekat popular. Hm masuk masuk tu boxes were everywhere. Atas lantai pun ada buku magazines dictionaries semua. So we spent hours in popular searching for cheap books. Mana tak gila english novels jadi rm10 from rm40 something. Whithout having any long thoughts, I grab myself one. Heeeee :) Sepuluh hinggit for a Catherine Sanderson's novel. It was adapted from a true story. Addictively readable novel.
I guess this shall be the only holiday yang boleh enjoy. Sabtu had to go KL dah. Next holiday shall be in June i guess. After final exam. Gosh lambatnyaaa -,- Feels like a one day holiday je right now. Tak macam seminggu. Course lain semua holiday one month but not this course. Omg omg. Life in kuala lumpur was totally differ from pulau pinang. The living rate was totally cekik darah. Ye la, negeri metropolitan kan. Semua highly cost. Pulau Pinang at least i can afford although parents were away. There's nothing free in this world anymore. Everything $$$$ je. Air satu cawan sampai rm4 sometimes. It was just small stall across the street. Kena pandai pandai jimat.
One thing that makes me a bit okay adalah di kl semua benda ada. You just name it. And there's some place having that stuffs. The handbags pants blouses semua yang baru baru and are not rejected ones.
Love,
Anisah Zakiah