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Assalamualaikum and a very good day people.


Welcome again. Well , this time , i shall talk about something that really frustrated me a LOT. Extremely a lot. Let me just straight to the point. Alrite , hmmm. It's regarding KEJORA. Seriously , kecewa sangat sangat tak dapat masuk. Yes , i went for the selection. I wrote my name together with Syafa. :) LOL. Ye la , memang both of us tarik diri from msspp on the last march. Heeee. Menyesal pn ad jugak tarik diri. Cikgu cakap , sape yang participate msspp tak bole masuk sukan sekolah punya acara. Sebab cikgu takot the athletes injured itu dan ini. But , i've reasons for that ok. But purposely nak tarik diri ok. Aite ? Good. The reason i'm out from msspp this year , sebab i know , ever since i entered since i was in form 2 , tak penah nak dapat pingat lagi. Heeee :) Maluuuu. Setakat masuk final tu selalu je la. But , almost almost nak menang dah. We've always got 4th for relay team. Grrrrr* That's why. I rather chose to be in school's sport , at least ad la jugak harapan sikit bole dapat pingat although peringkat rumah sukan je kan. Nevermind , i don't mind.

Alhamdulillah , i got only one medal for sports day the other day. HAHA. Firt-runner up for long jump or know as lompat jauh. First goes to Sharfina. Then , one day, the day where ad assembly. As the assembly ends , ad la announcement pasal athletes yg went for msspp. Cikgu Rizal ordered them to write their names for KEJORA. I was like nak masuk nak masuk ! Pleaseee. Dalam hati je la kan. Tak kan nak jerit tengah tengah dewan kan ? Alrite then , the next day keluarlah notice to the kejora athletes sruh trun latihan. I was like shittt. I want go also. Then x pe la. I decided to trun jugak petang tu buat muka tak malu *heeee*. Who cares. Then , me and syafa give our name to cikgu nizal. He said nevermind, he'll re-do the list again to take more athletes. Oh alrite , i was a bit relief that time.

So , me and syafa just wait for the new list of names. On wednesday tu , the list came out. Cari punya cari nma kami kan , Sumpah shittt. Our names weren't there. Oh alrite. I just sabar je la time. Tahan je air mata ni nak turun Cewaahhh. But seriously , damn and damn damn damn damn sad sangat la. I was so excited that my leg dah recovered dah. So that i could join kejora this year. Dah la twice a year je benda ni. Ok then , i went to Azmirah. Luckily whe passed by mel's class. Ok that time i cried with all my heart to her. Heeee. Emotional terlebih pulak. Ye la , mne tak sedih. I was so passionate in running. Best kot. Lari lari lari. Rather than hand ball and so on.

One more thing , hmm. Tak pe la. Tak yah luahkan kat sini. Old story. But ain't that old story sangat pon. Actually , there's one more thinggy that i was not that really satisfied and yeah Frustrated ! It's her. Yeah her. Nvermind , shall not tell here la. Let me just keep it to myself. Kata orang "kerana mulut badan binasa" I'm okay already with that person. Slowly la kan. Hmm, frankly said , she's lupa daratan HAHA. ;P

Anisah says | Nothing is permanent in this wicked world, not even out troubles. |

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